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Samina Peerzada is one woman who has always insisted on living
life on her own terms and has never compromised on principles. She
knows her mind and doesn't hesitate to speak it either. Her choice
of profession, lifestyle and attitude is testimony to that. Samina
has taken many unconventional steps in her career, for instance,
entering the notorious world of Lollywood with the impossible mission
of changing the face of our film industry. She succeeded with her
very first film, Inteha - which was a box office hit, breaking all
previous Lollywood records by bagging nine national awards. After
Inteha, Samina Peerzada became a very real threat to the uneducated
Lahore film industry clan who had been ruling Pakistani cinema.
And she was perhaps the only woman who could easily jeopardize their
strangehold.
Many
attempts were made to make Samina quit the Lahore film industry.
However, she managed to survive - but not for long. With the debacle
of her second directorial venture, Shararat, Samina has said a firm
goodbye to the Lahore film industry. However, be it a good experience
or a bad one, Samina has never had any regrets, and firmly believes
in moving on in life. And now, she has chosen to return to acting
on television.
Twenty
years in showbiz, and Samina is still as energetic and enthusiastic
as she was at the start of her career. Acting is more of a creative
urge than a career for this seasoned actress. However, Samina has
never restricted her creativity to any particular field. Throughout
her career, she has expanded her horizons by shifting gears from
modelling to acting to production to direction. With many national
awards to her credit, she has represented Pakistan at several international
forums.
Q: With a super-duper hit like Inteha - which was treated
very differently from the routine Lollywood masala films - to your
credit, people had high expectations from your second directorial
attempt, Shararat. However, Shararat failed to click at the box
office and lacked the magic of Inteha. Any comments...
A: I never do what people expect me to do. I make
my own rules. Throughout my career, I have surprised people by changing
track. After becoming a successful actress, people thought that
I would continue with my acting career but I surprised them by producing
and directing a television play, Karb. At the prime of my acting
career I called a halt and became a director. After the success
of Karb, it was expected that I would make more television plays,
but I went on to make a film. People thought I'd cast myself in
the movie to promote my acting skills; however, I surprised them
once again by taking a backseat as an actor and directing others
instead.
In the history of Pakistani cinema, Inteha is the first hit
film made by an educated woman. And then after Inteha, people expected
me to make another similar issue-based film. However I came up with
something entirely different - Shararat, which is a pure entertainment
movie. And I feel, calibre-wise, it is no less than Inteha.
Q: So, then why do you think it didn't appeal to the audiences?
A:As far as Shararat is concerned, my main focus
was to make a sweet and gentle film, about the chaos of the city
and the serenity of the village. Unfortunately, too many strident
forces from the traditional cinema ruined the film.
I have discovered one
thing about myself in the process of film-making: either I am a
leader or a follower. If I am doing something, either it is going
to be my way or somebody else's way - in between there is nothing.
I can only excel if I have total control over something. And unfortunately,
I did not have full control over Shararat. It was somebody else's
film and I was only directing it - it wasn't my baby. From the script
to the casting and distribution to publicity - there were too many
influences. "Too many cooks spoil the broth," and I think
that's what happened with Shararat.
However, this experience
has taught me one lesson, as far as direction is concerned: I cannot
work with any producer or distributor. I have to be my own producer,
my own distributor and my own media consultant. I don't mind taking
ideas from others but at the end of the day I want to be the decision-maker.
I wish I had been given absolute power in editing and had handled
the publicity campaign of Shararat myself. Anyway, it was a learning
curve and I have no regrets.
Q: You come across as a very strong-headed woman, so why
didn't you, as the director of Shararat, take a stand when you saw
the film moving in the wrong direction?
A:Till the last second I took a stand. If I hadn't
taken a stand then Shararat would have been another Gujjar film.
But when you take a stand against all odds you do get tired eventually.
The pocket from where the money was coming was not mine. I wish
that money was mine. I wish I had taken control of the movie. And,
most of all, I really wish I hadn't agreed to do this film.
I was in shock when
I saw the campaign and the final edited version of Shararat. I told
the producer that it's not my film. If I had control over the distribution,
publicity and editing of Shararat , then this film would have done
reasonably well. Another thing that went against Shararat was that
people came to the cinema expecting another Inteha. They should
have been warned earlier that it is a completely different film.
I knew I was getting into trouble from the day I signed this film
- but when Samina Peerzada commits to something then she doesn't
back out. On many occasions, I didn't agree with Shararat's producer,
but I had already committed to him so I had to complete the movie.
I never quit anything until or unless I get really hurt and after
some very bitter and unpleasant experiences, I have left the Lahore
film industry. I am not going to go back there ever.
Q: What made you take such a drastic step?
A:
The Lahore film industry lacks professionalism. Film-making
is a very serious and tough job. Unlike painting or writing where
you have sole power in your hands, film-making involves too many
outside influences. So you have to be very careful because if you
get side-tracked then you are dead.
Q:In what way is the Lahore film industry not professional?
A: They are not serious about their work. The
whole system is decadent, hackneyed and absolutely dead. I can safely
say this because I was a part of that system for a long time. And
now I just don't want to associate myself with it anymore. I have
given it enough time and respectability as a producer, director
and actor and that's the maximum I can offer the Lahore film industry.
If they cannot encourage me and accept me as the person I am, then
I don't see any point working with them. I don't have to take that
pain again and again.
I got an offer to direct a film from Karachi but when I discovered
that the people behind the group were from the Lahore film industry,
I declined the offer. I have torn that page out of my life. The
Lahore film industry is something that Samina Peerzada will never
work with again. I have been there, I have seen it and I know the
attitude and mind-set of those people and I cannot deal with it
anymore. I will only consider films from Karachi.
Q: But even in Karachi, you will have to work with the
same set of actors. How will you deal with that?
A: I'll go in for a completely new cast, new production
unit, new atmosphere, new camera unit and new technicians. Though,
it will take me some time to train them, I am ready to do that.
Q: Is that the reason
why you are also working towards the revival of Karachi cinema?
A: In the '60s and '70s, Karachi played a major role in our cinema
but then somehow the Lahore film industry took over. First in 1947,
we lost creative people to the Bombay film industry and then again
in 1971 many creative people went to the Bangladesh film industry
- which was a major setback for our industry. However, somehow we
survived. After 1971, a few talented directors like Nazrul Islam
and Javed Fazil stayed back and made some good films. But even that
period was short-lived.
Q: So, what were the factors that had contributed to the downfall
of the Karachi film industry?
A: Creative vacuum. Art really suffers when there is no creative
mind. Moreover, television sucked in all the creative people we
were left with. It took away the cream of technicians and actors.
At that time television was considered to be a safer place with
a disciplined environment and hence people from films moved to television.
Another culture took over our films. Film is a very sensitive medium
and unfortunately our industry was taken over by insensitive people.
Furthermore, Zia-ul-Haq's mindless policies also contributed towards
the deterioration of our cinema. People get influenced by films
more than television. You give your undivided attention to films
while television is something that you watch very casually. So film,
which actually is an instrument to influence people and change their
lives, was very cleverly subdued by the marital law regime.
I think this is the right time to break away from hackneyed cinema
and make a new start.
Q: It's not an easy task though...
A: Well, certainly it's not easy but someone has to do it. And I
am willing to take up this challenge.
Q: Why have you moved to Karachi?
A: The Lahore film industry took away everything from me and left
me completely empty. I was empty, absolutely empty. Karachi is my
city. I grew up here, I studied here and this is where my career
as a model and as an actress started. My creative energy has been
given to me by this city. And now when I am empty, I am back to
my roots - and my roots are here in Karachi. I am so much more comfortable
here. I desperately needed the comfort and warmth of this city.
Q: How did your family, particularly Usman, react to your decision
of moving to Karachi?
A: Well, Usman knows that when I set my heart on something then
nothing can change my mind.
Q: Are you not being selfish and thinking only about yourself, specially
when you are a wife and a mother? Don't you think you have a responsibility
towards your family?
A: I have been a very responsible mother and wife. I have never
denied my responsibility. But I am also not denying my responsibility
to myself. Anam and Amal are grown up enough and I can talk, discuss
and sort out things with them. Usman knows me very well. He knows
what my psyche and mindset are all about and what my needs are.
We all sat and discussed the situation and came to the conclusion
that to be myself, it was necessary for me to move to Karachi. This
is a collective decision.
Every 10 days, I visit Lahore and spend four days with my family.
When I am here in Karachi my full concentration is on my work and
when I am in Lahore my family is my focus, so I don't feel divided
at all. Initially my daughters were supposed to shift with me to
Karachi but then looking at my busy schedule, it didn't seem a feasible
idea.
Q: And what about Usman?
A:Usman is also very busy. In fact, both of us have a busy schedule.
However, we are constantly talking to each other and we are always
there for each other. We have been married for 28 years now and
that is a pretty long time. I don't think moving to Karachi will
create such a big vacuum in our relationship. We have always supported
each other and I believe this is how our marriage has survived.
Q: You never had any problems in your married life?
A: Well, there were times when I really needed Usman - but he was
too busy with his work to pay too much attention to my needs. However,
I believe in talking and sorting out things. I feel Usman hasn't
been able to do the same. During the course of our married life,
other priorities took over. Our daughters Anam and Amal were growing
up and both our careers were evolving at the same time. So our focus
shifted to other things.
Our daughters are grown up now and we both are quite stable in our
respective careers, so I feel while I am here and he is there in
Lahore, we are travelling towards each other. Amazingly, my journey
is not going away from him but towards him. People are thinking
that Usman and Samina's marriage is falling apart, while I feel
that I am moving closer to him now. Every time I go back, we are
opening up and talking to each other. I think it's wonderful because
there is so much to tell him now and I am cherishing every moment
with him.
Usman has done the wisest thing by letting me come to Karachi to
rediscover myself. I am so touched. I haven't told him, but he has
won me over once again. I love him immensely and he is the only
man in my life.
Q: After directing films, you are back to acting. Don't you find
it difficult to work under someone else's direction?
A: Not at all. I am thoroughly enjoying working under somebody's
direction. Also, I have picked projects involving some of the finest
directors, who are masters in their field. I am having a great time
working with them. Direction means nursing many egos and involves
too much responsibilty. I had taken that responsibility for a long
time now. I needed to get the love, care and respect that I had
been giving to others since Karb. And now I am getting it.
Q: What are your current projects?
A:I am working for Sheeshey Ka Mahal and Yeh Bhi Tu Kissi Ki Beti
Hai, both written by Nurul Huda Shah. Then there is Sultana Siddiqui's
play in which Jawed Sheikh and Sania Saeed are my co-actors. I am
doing another serial under Humayun Saeed's production. I am also
doing a talk show for Indus Vision called Samina Peerzada's Show.
Also, I have gone back to acting in films. I am acting in Farooq
Mengal's film - which is an independent project. Making another
film is also on my agenda.
Q: What are your interests apart from acting?
A: Basically I am a very creative person. I have written poems and
short stories. My poems reflect my true feelings. I enjoy painting
and I love dancing, but unfortunately I couldn't learn it because
other things took over. I have designed clothes and furniture as
well.
Q: Modelling, acting, directing, producing, you have done so much.
What more do you want to do?
A: Oh, there is so much that I want to do - I have decided to go
into interiors now and design furniture. People really appreciate
the furniture I have designed for my house and that encouraged me
to think about it more seriously. My friend Nighat Rizvi and I,
we both have an eye that makes a difference in a home. So we are
both planning to get into the furniture business together but nothing
is finalised yet.
Q: Did you face any problems at all because of your gender?
A: Never! I am so proud that I am a woman. Surviving in a man's
world is the toughest challenge for a woman. But then what is life,
if it is not tough and challenging? And I love challenges. In the
process, I have never compromised on my ethics and moral values.
I have received so much respect, love and acceptance for just being
what I am - which is an achievement in itself. I am not corrupt
and I have no price tag attached to me, and I am really proud of
that.
Q: Has there been a role model in your life?
A:I haven't been able to make anybody my role model. I think it's
better to have subtle influences rather than making somebody your
role model, because then you fail to discover your own self. And
for me, it has always been important to discover myself.
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